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Monday, November 14, 2005
Stressed is the word
Haiz... i'm sure everyone's plagued by the exam stress right now... n i have to shoot myself in the leg by taking this module called chinese tradition... i really promise that i shall be better to myself and not make such stupid choices again... Read thru part I of the notes and i dun understand a single thing! Bet it won't make any diff even if i read them 10 times. Though the qns was partially revealed, i dunno how to ans the partial question at all! I am like so dead.
Changing landscapes isn't any better... my essay skills suck... project get C... nv S/U... i am like dead meat for this module alr... scared that i can't even manage a C... or worse still fail it! But then i sure things can be better if i put in more effort for this... unlike chinese tradition which is hopeless. Or so i hope!
Then come my 2 chem modules and Biz managerial econs. These 3 mods are ok so far in terms of understanding and thus i hope to score in them. However i think somehow it's kinda ambitious for me to aim for As for these modules? CM1101, though concepts are easy to grasp, i fluncked both of the tests... sighs... n lab reports aren't fetching in good grades either. CM1111, my concepts aren't that strong, tutorial always so many qns dunno how to do. Lab reports did ok so far... hope the last lab report can fetch a good grade. Biz econs is managable cos taken econs at A levels b4... but then the qns in Homework II had been stumbled and i'm worried! Somemore it's not only how i do, but how others do too. WIth so many people who are far better than me, how am i going to secure an A?
And i think it's gonna be damn sad n demoralising if i dun get any As given that chinese n changing landscapes are quite gone case.. cos this will mean a cap that can't qualify for honors. Sighs....
Shall i go swimming tml? I'm thinking that it's kinda 'waste time' but then some exercise should do good too.
I am stressed... even more so than the A levels... 12 more days....
Lost soul buried her memories on
12:03 AM
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
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